idea: buy air conditioner and space heater for bedroom, turn them on, see if they make a tornado
idea: stop taking all your medication and live violently, the way god intended
idea: get out of bed, buy dry erase board, write to-do list on it, never cross anything out, never…
You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.